Ep. 86: I Felt Like I Was Being Punished: A Conversation About God, Identity, and Surgery
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This is not a polished episode. Sara is in the middle of something, not on the other side of it, and she shares it in real time. A health crisis that forced her into the hospital after eighteen years of refusing medical intervention. The badge of honor she had been wearing on purpose, the one she used to say "look at me, look at what I have done." The little girl inside her who had been working overtime to keep her safe. And the conversation with God she had in a hospital bed when she heard herself say "I feel like I am being punished" three times in a row.
We sit with what it actually means to do inner child work that does not throw away the version of you who got you here, and why some threads of healing do not tie up in a bow no matter how much work you have already done.
🔥 In This Episode:
- What an eighteen year badge of honor was quietly costing Sara, even when she knew she was wearing it
- The moment in a hospital bed when "I am being punished" came out of her mouth and what it revealed about the God she was actually relating to
- Why inner child work is not about getting rid of her, and what it means to start telling her she is safe
- The threads of healing that do not tie up neatly even after years of doing the work
- What it sounds like when one friend gets to be a safe person for another to fall apart in front of
We do not have a clean takeaway for you. Sara is still inside this. What we have is a real conversation between two friends about what it actually looks like to keep doing the work when life forces you to do another layer of it, and the quiet truth that the little girl who got you here is not your enemy. She is the one who has been waiting for you to come back.
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