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Kiss Me Again

By: Garrett Leigh
Narrated by: Dan Calley
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Tree surgeon Aidan Drummond is content with his own company. He works alone and lives alone, and it doesn’t occur to him to want anything else, until a life-changing accident lands him in hospital. Then, a glimpse of the beautiful boy in the opposite bed changes everything.

Ludo Giordano is trapped on the ward with a bunch of old men. His mind plays tricks on him, keeping him awake. Then, late one night, a new face brings a welcome distraction. Their unlikely friendship is addictive and, like most things in Ludo’s life, temporary.

Back in the real world, Aidan’s monochrome existence is no longer enough. He craves the color Ludo brought him, and when a chance meeting brings them back together, before long, they’re inseparable again.

But bliss comes with complications. Aidan is on the road to recovery, but Ludo has been unwell his entire life, and that’s not going to change. Aidan can kiss him as much as he likes, but if he can’t help Ludo when he needs him most, they don’t stand a chance.

Praise for the book:

"Kiss Me Again is a deliciously tender and prickly romance about the intimacy that comes with acceptance. Ludo and Aidan accept and love each other for exactly who they are - complications, injuries, mental health issues, moods - and I loved them for it." (Roan Parish, author of In the Middle of Somewhere)

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I’m always hesitant to read books with main characters who have a mental illness. I’ve read some truly horrific books where the inaccuracies piled up, and nothing was authentic. Where the characters were defined solely by their illness and that wasn’t even portrayed accurately. I’ve read stories where the only options are apparently suicide or a total cure. A total cure would be great, but often not realistic. If someone is suffering from depression that is treated early and is transitory, that’s one thing. If a character has severe PTSD, it’s not going to turn around because they fall in love.

As someone with diagnosed bipolar, I am truly appreciative of authors who do the research and accurately portray the illness. I understand each person’s experience is different, and mine won’t mirror each character’s, but there is an authenticity that can ring true when the author has done the work.

Garrett Leigh had obviously done the work from her book Kiss Me Again. I loved this book. The story was great, but the characters pulled me in and held my attention.

Aidan lives a simple life. He’s an arborist who spends his days amongst the trees he loves. He’ll head to the pub for a pint, but other than that, he’s a solitary soul. Man, could I relate to that. Doing something I love and then coming home to be alone at the end of the day. He seemed quite content with his life until it all went sideways. An serious accident lands him in the hospital where he’s incapable of doing anything except enduing the pain, and wanting to get out as soon as he can. He’s facing a huge uphill battle to return to some semblance of normalcy – if it’s even possible – but he has his faculties about him, so that’s something.

Ludo is in the hospital because they need to fix a previous physical injury. The doctor is also monitoring his meds, ensuing compliance. Ludo doesn’t like the side effects, so he’s not always taking the dosage he needs. I can understand that. Drugs meant to stabilize the mind can have side effects that, in that moment, feel worse than the illness. Plus, when you’re feeling better, your mind tells you that you no longer need the drugs. Society also often sends that message. If you just have a better attitude, you won’t need the meds. Ludo is lucky he has a good team behind him. That doesn’t mean he doesn’t have setbacks.

While the two men are in the hospital, they cross paths. Ludo is, ironically, the more lucid of the two and he takes it upon himself to help the cute man who can’t do anything for himself. The nurses aren’t pleased, but Aidan finds this younger man fascinating. He’s appreciative of someone who knows how things work, since he’s never spent time in the hospital. One day, though Ludo is gone. Aiden figures he’ll never see the man again and it seems like that’s that.

Of course they do cross paths again, only it’s a few months later. Ludo is fairly stable on his meds, and Aidan is on his way to recovery. Once they make the connection, things move from there. This is a slow burn book, as it needs to be. Aidan worries about upsetting Ludo and is willing to take all the time in the world. He just wants to spend time with the younger man. As for Ludo, he has his mind to contend with:


Deja-vu often haunts me. Keeps me awake at night. Takes my days with doubt. But I like it with Aidan. It’s as if there are whole parts of our friendship that might come back to me later. Like shoring up my stash of medication for a rainy day.

I don’t need space. But that’s not true. A valium and a top-up dose of him hasn’t changed the fact I’m frightened of how much I like him. “I’m sorry,” I say instead.

“It’s okay,” he says. “You don’t owe me your time. I was just worried in case you needed me.”

I start to say that I don’t need him – that I can’t need anyone ever, but that’s a lie too, because I do need him. I needed this. The quiet conversation that doesn’t have to make sense. “Sometimes…sometimes I get a bit lost in my own head. I’m scared of things I like in case I lose them.”


I understand that battle. When things are going well, you wonder if it’ll end or if this will be the new normal. You wonder if maybe this time it’ll work out. You wonder if you can be stable enough to have a normal relationship.

This book offered no easy solutions, which I appreciated. It was a journey of exploration where Aidan is taking time to get to know Ludo, and Ludo is learning how to let someone in. He’s been alone for a long time and isn’t used to getting help from anyone except his medical team. Allowing Aidan to see him when he’s manic is a huge deal. Accepting Aidan’s help is something he probably never envisioned doing. But sometimes we meet the right person at the right time and everything falls into place. Even those of us with a mental illness deserve love and happiness.

On that note, I want to move to the narrator, Dan Calley. I’ve listened to a number of Dan’s books and I have to say I’m enjoying his performances. He has a deep and resonant voice that works for these men. He differentiates the characters perfectly and gives each a slightly different accent. For some listeners the differentiation may be too subtle, but it worked for me. Plus, I love Brits.

This book was the real deal for me. I was pulled into Ludo and Aiden’s worlds quickly and my attention was held. I’m glad I listened and I look forward to more from both Ms. Leigh and Mr. Calley.

Painful and yet joyful

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MM, Contemporary, Romance. An edgy, sweet, witty story with tender tearjerker moments that makes for compelling listening. This story features two men that meet at a difficult time in their lives but realise that there's something there, some feeling between them...then they meet again! fantastic thought provoking story with angst and true love. Brilliantly narrated by Dan Calley.

His Love Comes With Acceptance.

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I absolutely loved this!
A beautifully written, expertly narrated, emotional insight into mental and physical health issues.
Aiden and Ludo meet at a time when they are both incapacitated. They form a friendship, with the delicate promise of more, when they are separated. Each to try and live their lives as best as they can.
A chance meeting brings them back together. That budding promise formed in a hospital ward,begins to flower. As it does,these two young men begin to accept and love each other for who they are.
I don't really like to give spoilers for books, I love it when readers or listeners, discover just how good a book or audiobook is.
And this is exceptional and I am definitely more than happy to recommend it.
This is the first book that I have listened to, narrated by Dan Calley and I must say that he has done a brilliant job. The subtle differences in the voice characters is superb. My only gripe,if you can call it one,is that I would have loved this book to have been longer.

Beautifully written emotional story ❤️

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Kiss Me Again is a beautiful and emotional book that deals with some heavy issues. Aidan is an arborist who ends up in the hospital when a freak accident sends him hurdling thirty feet from the top of a tree to the hard concrete below. Stuck in a hospital, miserable, and feeling like he’s lost control of his life, Aidan meets alluring Ludo, another man stuck in the hospital with him. Aidan and Ludo have instant chemistry, although they don’t realize that’s what it is at first. All they know is that they are drawn to each other. Ludo is battling his own demons. He’s bipolar and alone except for his dog Bella. Until Aidan comes into his life. Both men have to figure out how to adjust to being in a relationship with each other, but the sacrifices and compromises are worth it.

There are so many wonderful things about this book. First, Garret Leigh is an incredible writer who builds and develops his characters with care and makes them feel genuine and real. The plot pacing and transitions were superb and the entire writing style was smooth and a joy to read. Second, he tackled mental illness with respect and understanding. Ludo didn’t suddenly become better because he fell in love with Aidan. Aidan wasn’t a band-aid that “fixed” Ludo. Instead, Aidan and Ludo became a team with both of them learning how to work with each other and support each other through their highs and lows. And lastly, the romance was gorgeous and their relationship just kept growing in these sweet and tender layers. It was quite lovely.

Dan Calley narrated the audiobook and he was a perfect fit for these British characters. Dan has a wonderful deep and resonating voice that really embodied the characters. I had no issues telling the difference between Aidan and Ludo and all the other characters. It was a real pleasure to listen to this audio performance and sink into the story. The audiobook production was well done and there were no glitches or errors.

I highly recommend this book.

Trust and Love

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Story: Garrett Leigh wrote a very down to earth, gritty story of two complicated men trying to get by. There is no sugarcoating their surroundings and issues, and I really appreciate how much more genuine the story is thanks to that. The intricate details of the MCs' mental states and challenges are really well described, guiving the reader a great chance to really understand their interactions and behaviors.
Narration: Dan Calley has a very deep, pleasant voice. I am not a native English speaker, so it took quite a while for me to get used to the accents. The narration is true to the characters and I do appreciate that. The only beef for me is that I had a hard time differentiating the speakers multiple times. I usually prefer a bit more of a distinction between the voices used, as it's not always easy to just go by accent intricacies alone.

An unusual pairing in a very down to earth story

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