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Saddle to Sunup

The Darling Brothers, Book 3

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Saddle to Sunup

By: Emmy Sanders
Narrated by: Kale Williams
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Summary

He gave me my first kiss. I never expected he might be my last.

Lawson

Ever since Oakley Beaumont skipped town, it feels as if my life has gone off the rails. Even worse than my divorce and moving back into my childhood bedroom at the Darling Ranch is the fact that I’m learning there’s a whole lot about myself I simply don’t know.

Like whether or not I’m straight.

And why the sudden absence of my best friend left a hole in my chest I haven’t been able to fill in the three years he’s been gone.

First things first: I need to bring Oakley home.

Then maybe I can tackle the matter of my love life. After all, I’m ready to get back in the saddle.

And who better to help me than the cowboy who once promised me forever?

Saddle to Sunup is a friends-to-lovers romance set in small town Montana, with a queer awakening for a single dad in his forties, a reunion that feels a lot like a second chance, playful banter, a bit of rope, and one very HEA. It’s book 3 in The Darling Brothers series but can be listened to as a standalone.

©2025 Emmy Sanders (P)2025 Emmy Sanders
Contemporary Literature & Fiction Romance Ranch Montana LGBTQIA+ cowboy
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Oh, fkingh*ll these books are getting better and better and I tear up more and more with each one. Godd*mmit. I will never get tired of this series. Never ever.

What I think I love the most about this series is the fact that the characters are in their mid 30s, early 40s ( except Remi ), and how these books are a second chance at love, at life. It basically shows us that love can be found at any age, that happily ever after is something we could all have if we are brave enough.

I loved each and every book individually with a passion. If you ask me to choose I couldn't, it is impossible for me, but... Oak and Law are... wow.

Friends to lovers is one of my least favorite tropes, but when it's done right it is the best thing in the world, and Saddle to Sunup is exactly that. A perfect example of how a friends to lovers book should look like. I LOVE how we did not have miscommunication, ok, I get that maybe it has something to do with the fact that both Oak and Law are in their 40s, but still... to read a story where the friendship is so strong that you know no matter what that person will be there to catch you it is precious. So freaking precious. Beautiful.

In each of these books we've had some kind of journey to go through, a soul searching journey, a s*xual one ( figuring out what feels the best for each of them ), a search for one's true self. I love this. We don't all figure out our lives at 20, some of us need more time, and on top of that life is so unpredictable and we change. It is important to adapt, and more than that it's important to let ourselves grow, evolve, and find ourselves over and over again, if necessary, in order to make sure we live our best lives.

This story is about this, finding one's true self, acceptance. It is a story about love in all its forms, at all ages. About innocent love, friendly love, first love, last love, see? Love in all its forms.

I won't talk about the story per se, I don't want to spoil anything, but know this... all the Darling Brothers are here, we see them all, we spend time with them. We also have Belladonna, we have Wendy. We have family time both old and new. We have so much love... oh, so much.

Oakley and Lawson are truly special, and witnessing them finding their HEA after 4 decades of friendship is beautiful in a way not many things are.

I cannot wait for Remi's story, but at the same time I am not ready for this to be over. The Darling Brothers have my heart, and Oak and Law came in like a storm and took me by surprise in the best possible way.

infinite stars. yes. yes. infinite.
infinite stars and pixie dust.

infinite stars and pixie dust.

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This is a gentle, healing, loving book🥹♥️ i loved every page and felt like i got a warm bear hug in the process - what an absolute joy and so beautifully written🫠🤍✨ MAGIC. Narration is so spot on too - i love the voice, fitted the book and characters so well♥️

So wholesome! Hug in a book

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Book 3 in the Darling Brothers series is a childhood friends to lovers gay awakening story better Lawson Darling and Oakley. Im previous books we have seen Lawson trying to navigate his divorce and living back at the family ranch. He drives across the country to go collect Oakley who moved away 3 years ago and bring him home where he belongs. Lawson does this whilst grappling with his sexual identity and who better to ask him help work certain things out than his bestie? Oakley is at first reluctant to agree but also can't stand the thought of Lawson seeking this knowledge our with a stranger and soon feelings Oakley has kept buried can no longer be denied.

Unfortunately, this didn’t work for me in the way I expected it to despite some really beautiful moments woven throughout. The writing overall is strong and expressive. The intimate scenes between Lawson and Oakley were tender and vulnerable, they had chemistry and the writing does capture the longing, familiarity, and weight of their shared history. However there is a lack of meaningful conflict as from very early on, Lawson and Oakley are essentially “together" with no real resistance, uncertainty, or obstacles either internal or external that challenge their relationship shifting from friends to more. There was very little to no angst, push-and-pull, or emotional risk and given this story centres around a man discovering his sexuality later in life I was expecting to be made to feel more than this book managed to evoke.

I also wasn't a fan of how this story framed and wrote Lawsons ex-wife Laura. She is set out as an obstacle and a source for misunderstanding and it is implied that it was HER responsibility to "guide" Lawson to the realisation of his sexuality with little to no understanding or empathy of the emotional cost to this woman who was married to him for two decades, built a life and raised a child with him who through no fault of her own was not being loved or treated the way she deserved to be that entire time because Lawson wasn't aware of a fundamental truth about himself. Self discovery at any age is valid but it doesn't erase or negate the emotional impact that has on others just because someone has finally realised their truth and expecting her to be the one to solve/point out Lawsons truth to him when he himself had no clue is a really unfair burden/expectation to place on her character.

Kale Williams is back narrating and did a great job and there are elements of this that worked well for me and as stated above elements that did not, overall I think this is a good addition to the series but it is my least favorite so far. I'm looking forward to seeing where Remi's story will take us though. 🌶🌶

2.5⭐️

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