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The Body Is a Doorway: A Memoir

A Journey Beyond Healing, Hope, and the Human

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The Body Is a Doorway: A Memoir

By: Sophie Strand
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 In this lyrical, radically expansive self-portrait, celebrated poet, author, and lecturer Sophie Strand explores—with searing insight and honesty—the intersecting spaces of her own chronic illness, the complex ecology of a changing world, and the very nature of the stories we tell ourselves.

At age sixteen Sophie Strand—bright, agile, fearless—is suddenly beset by unexplained, debilitating illness while on a family trip abroad. Her once vibrant life becomes a tangled miasma of medication, specialists, anaphylaxis, and seemingly never-ending attempts to explain what has gone so terribly wrong. And, for many years thereafter, Sophie's life becomes subsumed with ideas not of "health," but of explanation, and the narrative of how and why she became sick. But slowly, through both profound fatigue with the medical industrial complex and a deeply entwined relationship with the natural world, she comes to another, more fundamental understanding of what has happened to her body. What if sickness is not a separation from the body? What if health is not quite so easy to see? What if physical pain leaves us no choice but to return to our bodies, the pinpricks and lightning of illness stitching us back into a physical presence our society has taught us to ignore?

In a work both expansively tender and shockingly frank, Sophie Strand offers readers a window onto her own winding journey through the maze of chronic illness—a web not unlike those created by the mycorrizhal fungi whose networks she begins to see as a metaphor for the profound connections between all species and the earth. Grounded deeply in the mountains of the Hudson Valley, each moment of this far-reaching narrative snakes its way through the multi-layered ecology of the land around us, from the stunningly powerful pollen of a phlox plant to the unexpected beauty and wisdom of the woodchuck.

The Body Is a Doorway dives into the murky waters of sickness and trauma, as well as the resonant challenges and joys of friendship, young adulthood, first love, and fertility. Throughout, in precise, sparkling language, it explores questions both personal and universal: Is there healing beyond the human? Beyond the hope for a cure or a happy ending? Is there something wilder and more symbiotic beyond narrow ideas of well-being?

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Thank you for reminding me that my hyperawareness is magic and my sixth sense not my trauma that needs to be healed. Thank you for redefining health and wellness. Thank you for perceiving these ‘sick’ bodies as resistance to the late capitalist shitpit we live in. Thank you for being you.

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A must read. I hope this book is going to become a classic. It’s expansive and personal and eloquent. It’s rich and speckled with wisdom.

A groundbreaking book

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Speechless, I am left
Feeling her words seep into the cracks and edges of my being
Slowing the passing of time in opposition to this machine-driven digital world
A review, a summary of words and expression is not enough
Some must remain unwritten
Only to be heard in the song of the blackbird
And felt in another through my soft touch upon their skin
Always and forever, thank you Strand(s) of mycelial threads and your many kin

This book has left me speechless

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One of the best books I've had the privilege of 'reading' (listening to)
It's inspired hope in my own chronic healing journey, educated an already wise soul, and deepened my love of nature, and the mysterious.

Sophie's eloquence was a joy, and her poetic leaning simultaneously soothed my hungry soul in a shared kinship of the fundamental and practical importance of the inter connectedness of all life.

What a profound and beautiful gift to share.
Sad to have come to the end of this publication, but one I will revisit when the moss of forgetting grows again.

Thank you dear Sophie. All blessings to you 🙏💚💜

profound & hope inspiring

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Wow so incredible and potent and opening to a world where chronic illness can exist and be. I'm so grateful for Sophie's incredible way with words, and I wish it wasn't over as I could listen to her voice all day ♥️🦋♥️

I wish it wasn't over

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