The Mittelschmerz

The Mittelschmerz is the origin story of a family shaped not by catastrophe, but by smaller, more durable forms of suffering—the kind that lingers, adapts, and eventually feels like home.

Set across the formative years of the Mittelschmerz parents and their children, the novel traces the emotional inheritance that will echo through generations: deferred ambition, stubborn love, inherited guilt, and the quiet heroics required to endure them.

In this household, disappointment is not dramatic enough to be tragic, success is always slightly misaligned, and humor—dry, defensive, and necessary—becomes a survival skill.

The parents wrestle with compromise and regret, discovering too late that adulthood is less a destination than a narrowing hallway.

The children grow into their oddities and private aches, unaware that these early misfires will one day define the shape of their adult lives.

Each family member is caught between who they were meant to be and who circumstance allows them to become.

Threaded throughout is the unreliable machinery of memory—what is said, what is withheld, and what will later be remembered incorrectly.

These moments quietly establish the emotional groundwork for the lives that follow, including the eventual emergence of Butterworth Mittelschmerz, whose later life story unfolds in the flagship book, A Garden for Ignatius.

By turns darkly comic and deeply humane, The Mittelschmerz is a meditation on family as fate, suffering as inheritance, and the fragile hope that something meaningful might still grow from a lifetime of near-misses.