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This Might Hurt

By: Riley Nash
Narrated by: Devon Ryder, Ryan Lee Dunlap
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Summary

One second can change everything.

I met him on the worst day of my life—the desperate boy with a gun and the most brilliant smile I’d ever seen. We saved each other’s lives and then walked away, because a hitchhiking criminal and one of the richest men in the world can’t possibly be made for each other.

I’m a void, silenced by my power-hungry family and pushed into an arranged marriage like the obedient pawn I am. I’ve given up hoping for anything more.

He’s an uncontrolled explosion, a lost man with a shattered moral compass who would do anything for redemption. He refuses to give up hope, even if it breaks him.

So when I come up with a wild, impossible revenge plan, there’s only one person I look for. One person unhinged enough to say yes when I ask him to marry me and ruin my family’s business deal. He can teach a good boy how to do bad things. He already owns me, body and soul.

The problem is, we’re both too broken to know when to stop. Our hearts are angry and possessive and foolish. Now that we’re in too deep, I realize we only have one chance to build the kind of love that rewrites the damage they passed down to us.

A dark contemporary M/M romance featuring bratty soulmates, an unhinged grumpy/sunshine couple looking for revenge, found family, and breaking cycles of generational trauma.

Contains difficult subject matter and unhealthy character dynamics. Please visit the author's website for full content warnings.

©2025 Riley Nash (P)2025 Riley Nash
Contemporary Romance Heartfelt
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Thank you, Riley, for my audiobook copy of This Might Hurt. Riley is back with this standalone narrated by Devon Ryder & Ryan Lee Dunlap that WILL hurt. Written in parts this beautiful soul destroying story about super rich Andrew and poor Jude both trapped in very different ways. I was rooting for their HEA and actually 🥹🥹🥹 mutiple times during This Might Hurt. I cannot think of a better narrators for the roles of Andrew & Jude.

🤍 Look, look. If we can see each other, does that mean we aren't ghosts? 🤍

🤍 "You do deserve better, but it's too late. I'm gonna be so good to you that I f*cking ruin you until you can't live without me." 🤍

🤍 Bratty Soulmates
🤍 Unhinged grumpy sunshine
🤍 Golden retriever with a 🔫
🤍 Black cat rich boy seeking revenge
🤍 Found Family
🤍 The Butterfly Effect
🤍 Possessive/Obsessive MCs
🤍 Marriage of convenience
🤍 Power play & Humiliation k!nk
🤍 C*ckwarming
🤍 Morally gray MCs
🤍 Mental illness rep
🤍 Billionaires
🤍 Hurt comfort
🤍 Epilogue
🤍 Dual POV

⚠️ Check out Riley's website for Content Warnings ⚠️

This WILL hurt - but in the best way

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Broken Boys ...Beautiful boys... the way this is written and the way it was shattering me the whole time and gluing me back together. "he will never be afraid of ghosts" 😭😭😭😭 .. ... the way I cried and its a HEA Christ Riley what have you done to my little cold heart.

5 ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

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4.5 ⭐⭐⭐⭐✨

*Second reading was the audiobook. The two narrators did a great job of bringing Andrew and Jude to life as well as all the emotions involved.

Riley Nash sure knows how to write an emotional story about lost and broken boys finding each other.

This Might Hurt made me hurt for Jude and Andrew and what their families had done to them. I came to care for these mixed up men a great deal as I traversed their relationship with them, the highs and the lows and everything in between.

I was listening to Citizen Soldier's song Worth it all, a lot while reading this as I felt it fit how these two felt about each other.

I loved the side characters, Ramona, a feisty elderly lady who takes Jude in when she finds him lost, and then accepts Andrew and the Jude's sister Lena. Lena was such strong young girl, who despite the challenges life threw at her, made the most of what she had and fought to become strong in mind and body.

And Grant, Andrews bodyguard/driver and the only person to truly care for Andrew before he meets Jude. I loved the support he gave Andrew no matter what. And yes Riley, he should definitely get his own story.

I hope you fall for Andrew and Jude like I did and take the messed up ride with them while they find their HEA.

An emotional read

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I barely get as surprised by novels anymore as I did by this one. A story about true opposites, about how things shouldn’t work between too people and yet…

Incredible in every way. Gorgeous writing, perfect narration by Devon Ryder and Ryan Lee Dunlap.

And the novel? Easily goes into the list that left me and my soul gasping.

Couldn’t put this down

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Andrew and Jude meet under desperate circumstances, and seemingly when they need each other the most. It's lowkey one of the most heart-wrenching and messy meet-cutes I've read, and emotions were flying off the page like I'd made direct eye contact with pain itself. Riley's writing is intense and powerful, weaving a cosmic connection out of thin air between two complete strangers who are somehow opposites and kindred spirits at the same time.

I am weak for broken boys, and this book gave me two of them. My heart ached for them, my mind recognised them, and they understood each other on a cellular level. Although insta-love isn't usually my thing, it was impossible not to be captivated by their dynamic or to feel all the ways that they smooth out each other's jagged edges.

The overall plot was engaging, with plenty of scheming, corruption, and family drama. However, I did find that after starting with a bang, it lost some momentum in the second half.

Devon Ryder and Ryan Lee Dunlap do a fantastic job bringing this story to life. Neither of them are very well known narrators to me, but I feel like they embody the characters well and make this a really enjoyable read!

Overall, this was a great story with some of Riley's best writing yet, and if you enjoy flawed characters, mental illness rep, power play, and hurt/comfort, then you should definitely pick this one up

Even better on audio!

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