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When I Kill You

By: B A Paris
Narrated by: Georgia Maguire
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‘The challenge is to separate dangerous reality from paranoia in this unsettling, pulse-racing tale’ Louise Candlish

*****

Who is watching Nell Masters?

Nell Masters is certain someone is following her. The hairs on the back of her neck rise when she travels to and from work, there are silent calls to her office, and a huge bouquet of flowers arrives without a card. And Nell has a reason to be looking over her shoulder, because she has a secret that she’s hiding from everyone in her life, including her new partner, Alex. But Alex also has secrets of his own.

Fourteen years earlier, when Nell went by the name Elle Nugent, she witnessed a student, Bryony Sanders, getting into a stranger’s car. When Bryony was found murdered, Elle became obsessed with finding the person responsible. She was convinced she knew who it was and her fixation with Brett Parker, the man she accused, led her down a dangerous path …

Now, Nell tries to convince herself that this unnerving feeling of being watched is all in her mind. Has someone from her past discovered her new identity? Has the stalker become the stalked? Or is there something even more deadly at play?

*****

Praise for B A Paris:

'A mesmeric, tense and twisting nightmare. Suffocating, controlled and hugely entertaining' Chris Whitaker

'A rollercoaster ride, with plenty of twists' Observer

'B A Paris is a mistress at weaving family with fear, suspense and subterfuge' Jane Corry

‘A powerful, beautifully crafted story that ratchets up the tension with every page and packs a huge emotional punch’ T. M. Logan

'Expertly plotted and compellingly told … I raced through it' Harriet Tyce

'Packed with tension and nail-bitingly real, I couldn't put it down!' Lauren North

*****

Readers give WHEN I KILL YOU five stars!

'Dark, twisty and psychologically sharp, this was a real page-turner'

'The best B A Paris book since Behind Closed Doors '

'Kept me up all night … I couldn't put it down'

'A totally unpredictable rollercoaster terrifyingly real'

'Every book I read of B A Paris she just seems to get better and better!'

'I was hooked from the start and couldn't function until I got to the end!'

'Creepy, full of twists and so well-written … B A Paris is a fabulous author but this is one of the best'

'A tense, gripping thriller that’s easy to get into and hard to put down'

'Creepy, suspenseful, addictive. B A Paris remains one of my all-time favourite authors!'

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Critic reviews

Praise for B A Paris

‘My heart was pounding. If you like fast and frantic stories, you’ll love this’ The Sun

‘A propulsive and deliciously dark page-turner. Perfectly paced and tightly plotted’ Lucy Clarke

'Elegant, taut, ingeniously plotted and extremely addictive. Superb!' Will Dean

‘Twists our expectations of the entire psychological thriller genre’ Guardian

‘The tension builds almost unbearably’ Good Housekeeping

‘This outstanding debut novel will leave you breathless’ Bella

‘Behind Closed Doors is both unsettling and addictive, as I raced through the pages to find out Grace’s fate. A chilling thriller that will keep you reading long into the night’ Mary Kubica

‘Brilliant, chilling, scary and unputdownable’ Lesley Pearse

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Goodness me how does BA Paris do it?! Consistently kept me guessing right to the end, I absolutely love her writing and was so excited that her new book was pre ordered, I counted the days down till it arrived in audible! I certainly wasn’t disappointed.
Behind closed doors is one of the best books I’ve ever read, I think it’s time to read it again as I’ve just learned that it’s the 10th anniversary.
Thank you to the narrator too, fantastic pace and great characterisation.

Fantastic book

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Was delivered to my library at 3 am as I was at work

Finished at 17.00

Awesome

Narrator as always

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I have been having an appalling day, but this audiobook was one good thing to take from it. Excellent. Probably the best by this author since Behind Closed Doors. The combination of B. A. Paris and Georgia Maguire is wonderful.

Loved it

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