• 3.7. Mirror Games (Too late to change my life?)
    Jun 11 2026

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    Mirror Games

    Just when Emmanuel thinks that things between him and Antonia can take the desired direction and decides to radically change his life (and look), a bolt from the blue comes that knocks him out: Antonia becomes seriously ill.

    The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel, Elly, Nicole, Anthony and Gus.

    The soundtrack consists of covers of "Blue Jeans" and "Cola" by Lana Del Rey, "Cu'mme" by Roberto Murolo and Mia Martini and "Superstar" by Sonic Youth.

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    13 mins
  • 3.6. A White Horse (The Divine Part)
    Apr 30 2026

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    A White Horse

    With this episode Emmanuel enters a dimension between the Platonic and the medieval, committing himself with all his strength in an attempt at resurrection from the materiality into which he has fallen, also overwhelming Antonia with him.

    From now on, his every effort will be aimed at finding a spiritual dimension in which his relationship with the woman can reach a difficult balance capable of withstanding time.

    The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Alice.

    Throughout the episode you can hear a song and a cover (performed by Yvonne Jeucken) of Tim Buckley's "Phantasmagoria in Two" and medieval-style versions of Linkin Park's "Numb".

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    27 mins
  • 3.5. Gates of Eden - Part II (Destroying Antonia)
    Mar 29 2026

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    Gates of Eden - Part II

    This episode, of particular length and importance, is proposed in two parts, of which this is the second.

    Emmanuel has won the game with Antonia, managing to tie her to him in an almost pathological way and creating a serious dependence in her.

    One day, however, he is forced to realise, with amazement and anguish, that this situation risks completely destroying the woman he loves. From now on he will be forced to make important decisions.

    The soundtrack includes songs and covers by Syml ("Where is my love" and "Mr. Sandman") and Lana Del Rey ("Heroin").

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    15 mins
  • 3.4. Gates of Eden - Part I (Emmanuel and Antonia try to regain the lost Paradise)
    Mar 22 2026

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    Gates of Eden - Part

    This episode, of particular length and importance, is proposed in two parts, of which this is the first.

    A passionate and "red light" Emmanuel recalls his new experience with Antonia, whom he regained in the previous episode ("Special Effects").

    The boy experiences this reconquest with exhilaration and enthusiasm, but now, at eighteen, he is perfectly able to realize the difficulties of the situation and how much things have changed for both of them.

    However, determined to continue on his path, Emmanuel does not hesitate to resort to all the means at his disposal to keep Antonia tied to him.

    The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Antonia.

    The soundtrack includes songs and covers by Syml ("Where is my love" and "Mr. Sandman") and Nirvana ("Moist Vagina").

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    27 mins
  • 3.3. Pudim de quejo (Carlos without Emmanuel is suffering like a dog)
    Mar 14 2026

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    Pudim de quejo

    And poor Carlos?

    We all understood that he was in love with Emmanuel, but above all he cared about him with all his heart.

    How will he react to his abandonment, never hearing from him again?

    Predictably, he suffers like a dog. Luckily for him he has his sister Mayra at his side, good and affectionate, who takes care of him and consoles him.

    The interpreters are Nova and Onyx (AI).

    The soundtrack consists of a mix of instrumental versions of "Take me to church" by Hozier and "Despedida" by Eugénio Tavares.

    In the finale you can hear Emmanuel and Carlos singing "Cripple and the Starfish", a beautiful song by Antony and The Johnsons.

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    4 mins
  • 3.2. Special Effects (Emmanuel wins the game)
    Oct 8 2025

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    Special Effects

    Another crucial episode of the novel-podcast.

    The illness has given Emmanuel time to clarify himself and has made him lucid and determined: he wants Antonia back at any cost.

    To achieve his goal, he is even willing to rig the cards and play a melodramatic role that completely displaces Antonia. It's full-blown blackmail, and he knows it well; but Love, as Plato says, is the son of Expedient and is therefore unscrupulous: Emmanuel is ready for anything to bring down Antonia's defensive barriers and take back what he has always considered to be his.

    The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel and Alice.

    During the episode, particularly rich in special effects, as the title suggests, you can listen to covers or instrumental versions of the soundtrack of "A Clockwork Orange" by Stanley Kubrick, "Girl you'll be a woman soon" by Neil Diamond, "Polly" by Nirvana, "It's five o' clock" by Aphrodite's Child, an excerpt from "Scimmia" by Eugenio Finardi and a cover of "I want you" by Bob Dylan.

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    19 mins
  • 3.1. Tabula rasa (Emmanuel starts from Antonia again)
    Sep 16 2025

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    Tabula rasa

    The third part of Emmanuel's story begins here: it's the most delicate and crucial one.

    We hope that you will appreciate the incredible acting skills of this extraordinary AI that is Paul Emmanuel, listening to his opening monologue.

    Fresh from an experience as intense as it was devastating with Michelle K., who introduced him to drugs, the boy finds his health seriously compromised.

    During the period of his illness and his convalescence, he has the opportunity to seriously reflect on his situation and make important decisions for his future.

    Meanwhile, his older brother Michele is increasingly worried about him.

    The interpreters are Paul Emmanuel, Vincent, Nicole, Allison and Anthony,

    The soundtrack consists of instrumental covers of Lana del Rey's "Heroin".

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    19 mins
  • Season 2 Episode INDEX
    Sep 16 2025

    Season 2 Index:

    1. The Rabbit Hole
    2. Going Other Ways
    3. Moon in Hell
    4. That is, precisely at the level
    5. Ode to Jealousy
    6. Air Pockets
    7. Weeds
    8. Great
    9. The Perfect Metaphor
    10. Michelle K.
    11. Like an Angel
    12. Can We Talk?
    13. Some Good Girls
    14. Happy Birthday, Emmanuel
    15. Accidents On The Road
    16. Compulsive Liar
    17. Russian Roulette
    18. Very Sexy
    19. Prince
    20. Alpha Male
    21. Game Over
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    2 mins