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S1, Ep. 5: War of Wills and Justice, Intimacy and Opposite Sex Boundaries

S1, Ep. 5: War of Wills and Justice, Intimacy and Opposite Sex Boundaries

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It’s Episode 5 and it’s also now five months after that fateful day in September, and my emotional capacity is still wide open. Softer. Sharper. Scrolling socials now feels heavier. I feel the injustice, suffering, and half-truths on a deeper level – and they weigh me down like never before.

When “God’s will” stops being comforting and starts raising uncomfortable questions. When praying “Your will be done” quietly admits it isn’t already happening.

I talk about competing wills, why evil exists, and why sovereignty doesn’t mean control. About law as group boundaries — and what those boundaries reveal about what a society actually values. About prophets sounding less like poets and more like truth-tellers with no filter.

Then there’s dating after Charlie. Intentions upfront. Marriage as the healthy goal, not pressure. Sexual boundaries without becoming rigid, ashamed, or fake-holy. Accountability as the only safety net.

I also unpack why I stopped close one-on-one close male friendships.

Still thinking. Still unfolding.

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