There is a strange, quiet comfort in knowing that the person standing next to you is feeling exactly as devastated as you are.

In this episode of It's a Death Sentence, we dive deep into the heavy, fascinating world of collective grief. From the profound national mourning that followed the death of Princess Diana to the shared, daily trauma of the Covid-19 pandemic, we explore why we cry for people we have never met, and what happens when an entire nation is forced to process loss at the exact same time.

What You’ll Discover

- Parasocial Loss and Its Power: Why we feel such a deep, personal ache when a public figure dies, and how the media shapes our permission to mourn.

- When Shared Trauma Divides: How a global event like Covid-19 can simultaneously bring us together in solidarity while driving deep wedges between our closest relationships.

- Why Rituals are Necessary: Why being denied the traditional, communal acts of saying goodbye - like funerals and bedside vigils leaves us with a complicated, lingering grief.

Ultimately, it seems that whether we are mourning a royal, a local legend, or the victims of a global tragedy, our response says far more about us than it does about the event itself. We are pack animals, and even in our darkest moments, we are simply looking for a way to know we aren't entirely alone.

It's A Death Sentence shares real stories of life after loss and is produced by Urban Podcasts. Listener discretion is always advised.

This is one of those topics that we just don't talk about enough in our daily lives, mostly because we get so caught up in the busyness of simply getting by.

In this episode of It's a Death Sentence, we sit down once again with Emma Johnson. She shares a deeply personal account of what it was like to care for her father at the end of his life. We explore the complexities of navigating a difficult parent-child relationship, the profound reality of end-of-life care during the pandemic, and the existential terror that can accompany our thoughts on mortality.

What You’ll Discover

- The Complexity of End-of-Life Care: How caring for a parent with whom you have a complicated history can shift the balance of your relationship and offer a unique path to healing.

- The Reality of Existential Terror: A deep dive into death anxiety, what truly triggers it, and how it manifests differently for everyone.

- The Need for Open Conversations: Why we as a society tend to sleepwalk through life avoiding the topic of death, and why bringing it into the light is so vital.

We have these cinematic ideas of peaceful goodbyes, but the reality is often much more visceral, complicated, and deeply human. Emma’s honesty about her own anxiety surrounding the infinite unknown and how she sought therapy to navigate it is a breath of fresh air in a world that largely prefers to look away.

If you’ve ever found yourself staring at the ceiling at night wondering what it all means, this episode is worth a listen. It might just change how you think about the time we have left.

It's A Death Sentence shares real stories of life after loss and is produced by Urban Podcasts. Listener discretion is always advised.

Sex and death - two of life’s biggest taboos, explored with honesty and zero judgment.

In this episode of It’s a Death Sentence, we dive into the often unspoken connection between grief and sexuality. From heightened desire as a form of comfort or escapism to the phenomenon known as “widow’s heat,” we discuss how loss can reshape intimacy in surprising ways.

What You’ll Discover

- Grief and Libido: Why some people experience increased sexual desire during bereavement while others withdraw, and how sex can serve as grounding, distraction, or emotional release.

- Widow’s Heat and Cultural Views: The real experiences of intense craving after loss, plus how different cultures approach intimacy and mourning.

- The Philosophical Link: From “la petite mort” (the little death) to the deeper emotional crossover between sex and grief.

Whether it’s seeking physical connection to feel something other than sadness or navigating complicated emotions after profound loss, there’s no single “right” way to grieve - including in your sex life. It’s a raw, open conversation that reminds us to be kind to ourselves without judgment.

It's A Death Sentence shares real stories of life after loss and is produced by Urban Podcasts. Listener discretion is always advised.