Sami is back on the mic for the first time since Sunny was born — and she's here to share the story she's spent 10 weeks working up the courage to tell. The one where the best day of her life was also the hardest.

Tune in as Sami opens up about a labor that went nothing like she planned, a crash emergency C-section that shook her to her core, and the postpartum journey of giving herself permission to feel all of it — not just the gratitude. She gets into the therapy, the meaning-making, the signs she held onto, and why healing really began when she stopped editing her own story.

If you've ever felt like you weren't allowed to grieve something hard because you also had so much to be grateful for, this one will meet you exactly where you are.

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