"Where was God when my Baby Sister died?" Mary Sise on Grief, Trauma, Cancer and Soul Tapping
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For nine months, her family prayed for her baby sister to live. She died anyway — leaving a seven-year-old Mary to ask, "Where is God in all this?"
In this episode, Caryl Westmore sits down with Mary Sise — LCSW and one of the world's pioneers in energy psychology, tapping, and trauma work — for an unflinching conversation about grief, healing, and what it truly takes to become whole.
That childhood loss stayed frozen inside Mary for decades... until her adult sister's lung-transplant diagnosis, and later her own cancer, forced the wound back open.
Her path led her to Thought Field Therapy, EMDR, tapping, and her spiritual teacher Sai Maa — but only after she did the real trauma work first.
As Mary puts it, you can't leap straight to the spiritual: that's spiritual bypass. You quiet the nervous system first, integrate the part of you frozen in time, and then the guidance comes through "with no static on the line."
Mary shares:
- Why you should never leave the eye movements out of your tapping protocol
- How to gently retrieve and integrate a frozen "younger self" which she calls Soul Weaving
- The polarity-reversal correction for clients whose "batteries are in backwards"
- Why she has trauma clients say "I accept myself" — never "I love and accept myself"
- How clearing your own wounds clears them for your entire lineage
- The story behind her free one-hour Tapping Tuesdays group (2pm EST)
Mary's full story appears in the Soul Focus section of Tap Into Your Best Life: EFT Tapping Stories of Real-Life Transformation & Healing.
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📚 Author of The Energy of Belief and Touch and Breathe; Director of Sai Maa's Magdalena Healing Program
00:00 Childhood Loss and Prayer 03:08 Finding a Spiritual Master 06:12 EMDR Training Breakthrough 08:58 Working with Fragmented Parts 11:55 Near Death Experiences 14:49 Suppressing the Feminine 17:24 Energy Testing and Intention 19:52 Accepting Yourself and Guilt 24:16 Betrayed by God 27:27 Healing the Inner Child 30:39 Clearing Your Lineage 33:07 Mary's Current WorkFinal Reflections #EFTTapping #EnergyPsychology #TraumaHealing #Tapping #MarySise #SaiMaa #InnerChildHealing #GriefHealing #EMDR #TapIntoYourBestLife
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