Sami is back on the mic for the first time since Sunny was born — and she's here to share the story she's spent 10 weeks working up the courage to tell. The one where the best day of her life was also the hardest.

Tune in as Sami opens up about a labor that went nothing like she planned, a crash emergency C-section that shook her to her core, and the postpartum journey of giving herself permission to feel all of it — not just the gratitude. She gets into the therapy, the meaning-making, the signs she held onto, and why healing really began when she stopped editing her own story.

If you've ever felt like you weren't allowed to grieve something hard because you also had so much to be grateful for, this one will meet you exactly where you are.

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Sami Clarke is back with her self-love and growth series alongside Nikki Novo — spiritual teacher, intuition guide, and host of the Soul-Led Living podcast — for a conversation about what it actually looks like to leave the old rulebook behind and start feeling your way forward.

Tune in as Sami and Nikki get into the real middle of living a soul-led life: why worry is just a blanket you pull over yourself when you're about to level up, how to tell a sign from a test when the same person keeps showing back up, and what to do when you follow your intuition and it still doesn't go the way you planned. Nikki shares the story of the heartbreak that accidentally launched her entire career — and why real intuition gives you the next step, never the full guarantee. And somewhere in the middle of it all, Sami opens up about what it finally took to stop running from her feelings and discover the clarity was inside them the whole time.

If you're in the in-between right now, not quite sure what's on the other side but feeling the pull anyway, this one's for you.

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Sami Spalter is back in her nesting series and nine months in, she's sharing the six mantras that have carried her through every appointment, every body change, and every wave of doubt. The actual words she came back to when pregnancy got hard.

Tune in as Sami gets real about the strength she endures, the journal entry from Hoffman that pulled her through it, why she believes worry is just a negative prayer and what it actually felt like to stop doing it, the moment she had to consciously let go of who she used to be in her body and choose to focus on who she was becoming. She shares the mantra she wrote in her journal every single day, the meditation where she asked her baby girl if she was okay and actually heard something back, and why reminding herself that her baby chose her, with all her imperfections, her big personality, the home she's building — finally quieted the doubt.

If you're somewhere in this pregnancy journey right now, terrified, in awe, grieving, grateful, or all of it at once — this one was made for you!!

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